Worn Out

So, it was a 3 day weekend, and for the last 3 days, i've cried, i've begged, i've pleaded to be taken back.

Daddy says, it's doubtful but He will continue to consider it. I must prove to Him beyond a doubt that i'm worthy....and i should continue to be moving forward, figuring out what i'm to do if it doesn't end well. It doesn't look good.

Work has me at my most stressed right now, and now, home, when i need support most is in such turmoil. I feel like i might loose my mind at times, the pain is so great, and the tasks in front of me so daunting.

On top of that, i feel so betrayed, yet i'm to prove i'm worthy......once trust is so damaged can it ever be regained?